Charmaine

2009-08-26T02:51:00.000-07:00

I would really love it if you paid attention to the small details every once in awhile. But I guess you never bothered.

2009-07-23T23:27:00.000-07:00

UNBEAUTIFUL

Don't hang up, can't we talk
So confused it's like I'm lost
What went wrong, what made you go
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me I'm unchangable

When did we fall apart
Or did you lie from the start
When you said, it's only you
I was blind, such a fool
Thinking we were unbreakable

[chorus]
It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

[ Lesley Roy Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
[verse 2]
I've been told what's done is done
To let it go and carry on
Deep inside I know that's true
I'm stuck in time, stuck on you
We were still untouchable

[chorus]

[bridge]
Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up
Cause I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now
Because we're much better altogether

[chorus] x2
... made me unbeautiful

2009-06-21T22:49:00.000-07:00

Insecurity takes over.
You never should've told me about it.

2009-06-20T01:46:00.001-07:00

Why is it that everytime I look forward to something, something will happen and ruin everything.. Why, why?!

2009-06-10T06:42:00.000-07:00

AS JESUS IS, SO AM I IN THIS WORLD!
I WILL GROW TALLER IN JESUS NAME!
AMEN! =)

2009-06-08T07:28:00.000-07:00

Another sleepless night
I'm still starin at the ceiling
I can hear him fightin
With her for no good reason
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If I had my way
I'd corner him and say

Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it
Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever

Another day goes by
And nothing changed, he's still the same
I can hear her cryin'
Thinkin she's the one to blame
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If I had my way
I'd corner him and say

Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it
Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Take her and make sure she feels it
Let her know you'll never let her go

Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Another sleepless night
Nothing changed, he's still the same
Another stupid fight
And someone's gotta say

Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it
Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Take her and make sure she feels it
Let her know you'll never let her go

Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Take her and make sure she feels it
Let her know you'll never let her go

2009-05-31T08:28:00.000-07:00

SECONDARY 2! oh man... I miss my hair. haha!

2009-05-31T08:10:00.000-07:00

Can't wait for tuesday, 02/06/09.
Gonna be a great day!

2009-05-27T07:43:00.000-07:00

I never could have imagined.
All I can do is to sit and pray.
And I thank God for giving me such a wonderful family.

2009-05-20T05:14:00.000-07:00

School's alright. Projects and homework piling up.
No time to blog, so just to update on what's been going on, celebrated aidil's birthday a few days ago. Had a nice dinner. Got him an I LOVE PORK shirt from NUM. haha and he wore it! =)

Oh yes! Finally got to spend time with PZ on sunday. Miss you girls so much!

Anyways, I'll update again soon.( I hope. lol)

2009-03-03T22:42:00.000-08:00

It's been long since I blogged. So here I am now! haha.
Gosh I've been extremely busy with:
- work ( yes i'm working at taka, nike golf. do come! (= i enjoy going to work day after day. Though standing for hours is very tiring, everyone there is so friendly that it doesnt matter. )
- netball training (Joinned the tanglin alumni training.)
- band prac (FINALS IS IN LESS THAN 2 WEEKS AWAY. AHHH! We're the 4th band playing on the first day.)
That's it actually. But all 3 takes up most of my time nowadays. I'm still considering if I should continue work when poly starts. UH OH, speaking of poly, I've not send in any of the enrolment forms yet. OH DEAR!!! Got to get my photo taken later and send in the 'form E' by tonight.
POLY POLY POLY. Can't wait for school to start! new school, new faces, new experiences.

Ok, enough of that. I really miss PZ.( Esther, Tricia, Cassandra, Arielna) Haven't been spending much time with you guys. Maybe we'll have a sleep over during the march hols? =)
To Arielna: Where have you been to babe? I've not seeen you in ages. Please come back! We miss you so much! What's the problem? Talk to us.

2009-02-01T19:54:00.000-08:00

NGEE ANN: INTERNATIONAL SUPPLY CHAIN MANAGEMENT.
And yes, it's something i'm interested in.

2009-01-21T05:28:00.000-08:00

1st choice: international supply chain management.
Hmm, kinda forgot the rest. Ask me if you wanna know =)

Anyways I'm having a really hectic week. Don't wish to say the details.

Next week's chinese new year. In just two months 4 major events occured/going to occur:
-christmas
-new year
-getting back to results
-chinese new year

Ok, blogging is getting boring. I dont have much to say.

I miss my dad =(

2009-01-12T07:48:00.000-08:00

Well, results were out today.
I scored a 19 for L1R5 and a 16 for L1R4. ( not very good )
Where to from here?
-Poly I guess.
What course?
- I DO NOT KNOW. LOL.
So, till I've made up my mind, I wont be blogging. haha.
4 days to decide.

2009-01-08T06:42:00.000-08:00

PRESENTING:

2004, Class 6B.(not everyone though)

It was a day of fun and laughter. BBQ, swimming(for guys), many games. ENJOYABLE time together, a very Memorable one. Thanks everyone. =)

2009-01-08T06:23:00.000-08:00

Gosh, I think the phone connection is going haywire. Most of the time I can't recieve messages. Especially from Amanda! We cant recieve each other's messages. The worst thing is, we cant even call each other. ?! weird huh.

The long awaited news arrived. Olvl results on monday. OH MY... scared? Nah, not really. I'm just letting go and letting God take over. With God on my side, what's there to fear? Do well, Amen to that. Dont do well, I'm sure He's got other plans for me. It's not the end of the road. It's high time I realise that I should just rest and let Him lead the way.

2009-01-07T22:24:00.000-08:00

Isn't it amazing, the moutains and the clear blue sky. this is not the best photo though.
The best was at the mountain top, standing there, breathing in the fresh mountain air and looking at the wonderful scenery. That was like the most wonderful thing ever, better than all the shopping, hotel staying. I wanna live in a small village, exprience snow every winter.

that would just be great. =)

2008-12-28T10:08:00.000-08:00

Currectly in London.
Gonna leave for S'pore tomorrow. Will reach on tues.

PZ, I MISS YOU GUYS SOOO MUCH. HOW'RE WE GONNA SPEND NEW YEARS EVE?

Amanda, I replied your email already. I'll be back for vocal lessons! Must fill me in on what happened.

Hui Xian, YES it's been a month or two. =((((( I wanna cry already. Haha. Anyways, I'll be back sooooon. Will call you up to go out! haha you can bring kevin along if you want. ;) hehe

P.s photos of trip to france will be uploaded when I get back to S'pore.

2008-12-16T01:13:00.000-08:00

Sunday, 14 December, 2008
Monday, 15 December, 2008

while in london.....

2008-12-12T00:44:00.000-08:00

Thursday, 11 december, 2008
lunch with dad's collegues.
This lady sat next to me and we talked alot.
She's a kazakh.

The rest of them.( most of them look really chinese huh.)

Friday, 12 december, 2008
Back at the river
Looks like it won't be snowing today.( the sky's so clear!)

2008-12-09T04:23:00.000-08:00

Tuesday, 9 December, 2008
At the aquarium.

Sean and his new found friend.

sean

bryan

mum and dad.

ok, I Don't know why I took this picture. LOL.

Man, everything needs to be paid for; taking photos using our own camera.
We had to pay to take a photo of this
Dad: Charmaine there's a very big shark here.
Me: Where, WHERE?!
Dad: THERE!
Me: -.-

At some high tower thing.

2008-12-08T05:31:00.001-08:00

Monday, December 08, 2008

In the car

Cat like thing. LOL!

The river.

I think I look like a eskimo.

2008-12-07T07:34:00.000-08:00

OH AND THE PREVIOUS PHOTOS ARE OF LONDON.
PHOTOS OF KAZAKHSTAN WILL BE UPLOADED SOON.

2008-12-07T00:01:00.000-08:00

SUNDAY, DECEMBER 07, 2008
3.15PM
I'm in kazakhstan now, gonna be here for a week. It's quite modern and alot colder than london. There's nothing much to do here. Tomorrow's the SL camp. =( sigh. I wouldn't be there for the 5day4night camp. Bet it's gonna be fun. Although I really want them to ----- --. (right jenn?) haha.

PICTURES PICTURES!

HUGE CUPCAKE

cutie pies!(see you guys in 1weeks time)

Not much photos. Have not done any sight seeing yet. Will take more pictures soon.

oh yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN!

2008-12-04T12:34:00.001-08:00

It's 8.35pm in london (18degrees). After a 13hour flight, we're finally here!! LONDON. Will be staying at my dad's friends place for the night. Spending tommorrow here too, after that, we're off to kazakhstan for a week. BOY OH BOY, THEY DO NOT HAVE TV HERE! I was like 'WHAT?! NO TV?' oh wells. I guess I'll just make do with watching DVDs on the computer. Going to the supermarket soon to get some stuff, will continue later on.

2008-12-02T01:12:00.000-08:00

OH my, I'm like going out day after day, after day. Well I'm going for a movie later. Hope it's gonna be nice. This morning when I was ordering foood for the bbq tomorrow night, I realised that all orders needed to be 2 days in advance!!! I was like 'UH OH, What am I to do?' So i called Jenn and Tony. They said to call the company. Man, I think I called like 10++ times still no answer. I was super frustrated. (I could buy the food today and marinate it with Jenn. But my fridge does not have the space to keep that much food. 'lets buy them tomorrow?' she says. But I'll be out the whole day before the bbq!) So then I sat down and calmly decided to just let go and let God. And in less then 5 minutes i recieved a call from the company. They asked if it was ok that they confirm my order today so that they can deliver it tomorrow. I exclaimed ' YES DEFINITELY'( I think I gave her a shock. LOL.)Anyways, normally you would have to wait for 1 working day before they call you up to confirm your order.( PRAISE THE LORD!! )

2008-11-29T07:31:00.000-08:00

28/11/2008
Went over to Jie wei's place. Watched movies like 'Sex and the city', 'Mad about english' and another show, forgot the name though. They were all nice movies. Tried playing guitar heros. OH BOY, I sucked at it. haha. But it was fun giving it a shot. Anyways I had dinner there. His mum was nice ( chat alot over dinner ) and she's a good cook too, his sister was TALLER THAN ME ( still cant believe it =[ ). OH and did I mention that his house was DAMN NICE ( when I grow up, I'm gonna get a house like that). But i forgot to take pictures! What a waste. OH WELLS, there's always next time ( which is when i get back from my trip ) .

29/11/2008
Visited Jenn at the hospital. Man, did she look pail. My heart ached when i saw the needle/plastic thinggy on her hand. POOR THING =( ha, see la, everyone tell you to go see a doctor. BUT no, wait untill now then see. Sigh. Anyways she should be able to be discharged tomorrow morning. So yeah, I hope you'll make it in time for your lesson =).
Went over to the cathay to meet Esther and Cass. We watched 'Wild Child'. It was great! Cant wait for tomorrow's Kbox session. haha.

2008-11-24T06:11:00.001-08:00

Going overseas from the 4 - 28 of december. I'm really excited. BUT because of this i'm gonna miss out on soooooooooo many things.
Firstly, the SL camp(I've been looking forward to it for so long).
Secondly, nanyang primary basketball chalet( gosh I really miss all of them and it would be a good time to catch up).
Next, EJ camp( Didn't attend the previous few events. Wanted to go this time round as it would be my last. However....)
Following this, i'll miss like 4 out of 7 vocal lessons.( That's gonna damage my attendence severely!!!)
Lastly, I'm gonna miss out on ALL the other stuff and I'm gonna miss everyone!

ON THE OTHER HAND, I'LL BE GOING TO KAZAKHSTAN, LONDON AND FRANCE. uh huh, that's right. =)

2008-11-24T04:29:00.000-08:00

21/11/2008
TEST TEST!
It was quite easy.
Went to join my DG for a movie after that. It was the LAST official DG. I've regreted not being able to make it for the previous DGs. But we'll still meet up, right?
Oh yes, the movie we watched was FREAKING FUNNY!(well, to me it was.) I laughed and laughed and laughed.

I'm just glad there was an apology. I don't know why I got soooo mad/angry/disappointed, mostly disappointed. No more lies please! The truth may hurt but I'd rather be told the truth than to learn of it from other people. Cause that would hurt even more. I really want to enjoy the rest of the lessons and practice sessions with you guys. And I'm sure you guys want it too, right? Lets set aside all these and go through this competition with the best team spirit! We can do it you guys, I'm sure of it! =)

AMANDA amanda AMANDA

char: Common honey gimme a kiss!
amanda: I've got to think about it, i have a husband and kids you know.

2008-11-24T04:17:00.000-08:00

22/11/2008
The (oh so HOT!) morning at little india.
Played OLD SCHOOL games on a field.
'WHO ARE WE? BOOM
WHO ARE WE? BOOM
WHO ARE WE? AFRO!
WHAT ARE WE? WE ARE THE BEST!'

I'm so looking forward to joining ARROW! =)

2008-11-24T03:48:00.000-08:00

whoo, prom =)

MY FAVOURATE BABES!
AMANDA!!

HUIXIAN!!

Last but not least JENNIFER

2008-10-13T06:06:00.000-07:00

unexpected. =)

oh yes! grad night photos will be uploaded soon. loads of them. lazy to do it now.

2008-09-22T05:22:00.000-07:00

taken long ago, with cousins. =)

2008-09-22T05:11:00.000-07:00

OH and the crying session?
with amanda and huixian. frolick+bodyshop+myhouse?
haha.
pictures:

2008-09-22T05:05:00.001-07:00

MUMMY'S birthday!

2008-09-03T07:52:00.000-07:00

29AUGUST2008

one-eyed monster

love this photo + you babe =)

CHEEESE!

31AUGUST2008

WHOOLALA

2008-08-04T03:30:00.000-07:00

After combined praise and worship

Sorry for showing a black face on the way home that day.
love you babe. =)

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY to the guy in GREEN.
Enjoyed the dinner+movie. =D

2008-08-01T08:29:00.000-07:00

After dinner. Daniel, Yan Hui and Jessie.

2008-08-01T08:12:00.000-07:00

NETBALL FAREWELL DINNER

buddy!!=)

best mama.

Raff raff.. haha

THREESOME

Mas, ME, Ms Solastri, Mr Teh.

THE TEAM(not all included)

P.S: Im gonna put the rest of the photos in a thumbdrive and pass it around cause im lazy to upload all of them. haha

2008-07-25T07:28:00.000-07:00

Threesome's da best.

cant wait for tomorrow! West Coast Park! =)

2008-07-04T06:55:00.000-07:00

PHOTOS ALL TAKEN ON DIFFERENT DAYS.

amanda says we look alike. haha.
left=me, right=(uh oh!) i dont know her name.

doing GEOGRAPHY homework.
Jenn, must learn from me.=)

Jenn looks so cute in the middle photo. hahaha.

AJC. amanda, jenn, char =)

jenn, amanda, gina! really bored after school.

2008-07-03T05:20:00.000-07:00

28/06/08

we made the celebration possible. =)

whoolala.

i never fail to smile while reading your message.

LOL. It wasn't suppose to turn out this way.

shh! we need privacy.=)

2008-06-28T07:39:00.000-07:00

Whoo! Dumbo! I LIKE. =)
Gosh, my hair is in a mess. BUT I don't care. haha.

2008-06-28T07:21:00.000-07:00

27/06/08 'O'LEVEL CHINESE ORAL EXAM!

during chinese lesson. boring! waiting for my turn to be tested.

common jenn.. i want a smile, not your finger. lol
28/06/08 celebrate tricia birthday!

more pictures with Esther. will upload once i recieve them.

2008-06-23T06:20:00.000-07:00

Happy advanced birthday daddy! =)

Sean, 2nd.

Mum and Dad, i just love this photo.
Sweet huh!

ME, 1st. whoo.

Bryan, 3rd.

Daddy's gonna leave for Kazakhstan again tomorrow, wont see him till nov/dec. =(
I'm gonna miss you so very much!

2008-06-20T06:50:00.000-07:00

-TEMASEK CLUB-

kangarooooo

hamhamhamster

where did the love go?

ah lian wannabe? NO THANKS!

short hair? =)

opps, hand shaky.

oh yeah, that's what friends are for.
Look at ariellna's shitty face. LOL. kidding babe.

-Didnt put the other photos cause to revealing. whoo.

Singapore Army Museum

2008-06-19T03:10:00.000-07:00

SINGAPORE ARMY MUSEUM

Hold on, i'll save you!

when the bus over turns and its all dark.

Thats right, these are my core values. haha

i felt like lying down!!

Amanda salute! not laugh.

gosh i look fat.

2008-06-17T02:30:00.000-07:00

both were so emo that day.

cheese!

finally smiled =)

2008-06-15T07:08:00.000-07:00

After third service, SKY garden =)

2008-06-14T20:25:00.000-07:00

2008-06-14T07:03:00.000-07:00

Vivo, with the hamster and the ducky! camwhoring. =p
Lets say it together 'MIKA!'

ALL SMILES! =))

OKAYS.. I'm really lazy to upload the rest of the photos, will upload it tomorrow or something =)

2008-06-14T06:42:00.000-07:00

Thanks mandylou!! lol.
Truthfully speaking, i don't like to blog. Not a way i can express myself. But i'll just put photos. So yeah. ENJOY. =))

2008-06-13T08:07:00.000-07:00

heyhey.
charmaine, this blog is specially for you =)
hope you luv it as much as i do.
use it well ;)

lots of luv, from amanda.